I Survived Sensory Deprivation

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Newbie Yıl önce
There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.
Just_Gabby 2 saatler önce
I lost my puppy last year after only 9 days with him, it really does affect people so I completely understand
Da monkeys
Da monkeys 4 gün önce
I lost my dog it hurts a lot and it is hard
3arth 6 gün önce
I’m so sorry I lost my grandma when I was 5 I feel your pain
darkness will come
my father left me when i was 3
eatscurry 6 gün önce
Sorry for your loss bro
KKZ0 3 aylar önce
Nobody should make fun of you for having emotional nostalgia sometimes it's unavoidable
~Enby_Mystery~ 6 gün önce
​@no one k sorry to get nerdy with you especially considering this was like a month ago. But you can. Having bad memory is actually not forgetting things. You technically don't really lose memories. You mind kinda hides them from you. You have other memories and primary memories. Primary memories you can remember on the spot, sometimes those memories become other memories. Your brain still has access to nostalgic memories, but you'll probably only think of them at random times, because at those times your brain pit them back into primary.
Richard Christensen
Richard Christensen 7 gün önce
That is the best way to discribe it
BudgetChain 2 aylar önce
@XD animations some people do
Fico Gamer
Fico Gamer 2 aylar önce
Yes like me
SuperFreaky_65 2 aylar önce
Ya bruh some people just don’t get it
luzmie adalin
luzmie adalin 7 aylar önce
Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!
🌺Ava🌺 8 gün önce
Congratulations Do You Wanna Cookie? JK JK JK JK JK JKK JK JK I'm sorry for you, Rest in peace
Raptor 17 gün önce
Praying for you ❤❤
NoahKraken 3 aylar önce
Rest in peace 😔
Janella Fernandez
Janella Fernandez 4 aylar önce
Rest In Peace.
Yeetionary 6 aylar önce
whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have i'm one of those people as well.
Kaiden Hang
Kaiden Hang 3 aylar önce
It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it
Raptor 17 gün önce
I think about it more than I like to admit, and I always get so worried about it, and Ryan’s memory made me tear up
Flori1123 23 gün önce
Same 😢
dan 3 aylar önce
Think the same and i cant even get sad in the slightest even for someone i like so much
Narble 3 aylar önce
I know. Sometimes I think of my grandad dying, and I break down. I dread the day… 😢
Charlene Choy
Charlene Choy 6 aylar önce
no where near embarrassing, i lost my grandma 5 years ago and still cry about it, we r all here with you
•glitchell• 3 aylar önce
I lost my granda 1 year ago
lost my grandpa 6 years ago, i feel you too
Chanda Sarmiento
Chanda Sarmiento 3 aylar önce
@Noah The Polar bear you should
randomguy 3 aylar önce
@EnderGameZ grow up
TreMonsterGaming 3 aylar önce
5:42 I feel you man that wasn’t embarrassing that’s how I feel about my grandma too man it’s ok
64KLACKS 3 aylar önce
Same For Me 😭
XD_TEODORh Yıl önce
It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad
YourMumIsACow 11 aylar önce
@Jamez Viole And I didnt think that someone who cant even spell their name right should be saying lmao
Jamez Viole
Jamez Viole 11 aylar önce
@YourMumIsACow I think you would have a better temper than a twelve year old for someone that's allegedly going to harvard lmao
YourMumIsACow 11 aylar önce
@Jamez Viole I don’t know how you have cereal if your dad never came back
Jamez Viole
Jamez Viole 11 aylar önce
@YourMumIsACow don’t know how you went to harvard if you can’t use correct grammar
sydney Yıl önce
@Oysterin Chillin is that not what happened? am i dumb? 💀
Emmanuel Garcia
Emmanuel Garcia 6 aylar önce
Watching him progressively get sadder and try to fight it then just breaking down was so sad to watch
madafac 28 gün önce
@Jemmy 🤓
Sir Andrew
Sir Andrew Aylar önce
@Jemmy fr
Taha A
Taha A 3 aylar önce
@himari riku his name says superhero yet he is basically being the opposite.
himari riku
himari riku 3 aylar önce
@Taha A why
Jemmy 3 aylar önce
@Superhero Michael-Danny who asked
H4WK1NS 5 aylar önce
It's not embarrassing to cry. It's a natural human emotion
ipupi 12 gün önce
People make you feel embrassed. For example I look ugly when I cry, it's embrassing too when someone is concerned about me being sad in my opinion
Exvinity Aylar önce
@Maddox Wolff what did he say
Maddox Wolff
Maddox Wolff Aylar önce
@peterviegal166 stop
Sil 3 aylar önce
I would've cried too. You're amazing, Ryan!
CJ Gaming
CJ Gaming 5 aylar önce
This is borderline scary to watch, I feel so bad, and If I was in there, I would probably cry in the first 5 minutes. GOOD JOB!!!
Maddox Wolff
Maddox Wolff Aylar önce
@Jemmy he got hit as a child
british pakistani actor
@Jemmy yes
Jemmy 3 aylar önce
@british pakistani actor is there something wrong being a child?
Sophie 4 aylar önce
CJ Gaming
CJ Gaming 4 aylar önce
@british pakistani actor That is correct
Allison Aylar önce
I’m crying over all these wholesome men validating your feelings and emotions. Good job all!!
Digispark Yıl önce
dude I almost teared up when you were talking about your grandmother. that’s such a warm memory, you don’t have to feel embarrassed of it.
DemonSlayer69 3 aylar önce
@Microwave I don't really feel anything for those I literally have never even met
Microwave 3 aylar önce
@DemonSlayer69 …
regera 11 aylar önce
Guy with a brain cell
Guy with a brain cell 7 aylar önce
It’s not embarrassing to cry, Ryan. It’s expressing your feelings :).
WolfMan 3 aylar önce
Not embarrassing at all dude, vulnerability is strength. Good for you. A very sweet memory
Kofiyx —
Kofiyx — Aylar önce
there is nothing to be ashamed over losing someone importante dude, i lost two very close friends and seeing pictures, videos or just rememebring them still makes my heart tremble and shatter into pieces
Eric Bell
Eric Bell 7 aylar önce
5:08-5:50, I felt that. when a memory from the past all of a sudden comes in and the only thing you feel like doing is crying. It changes you so much, and is indescribable unless you have experienced it before.
Raptor 17 gün önce
I want to spend more re time with my grandparents, and I don’t want electronics to take my attention over spending time with my grandparents. I dread the day when they are gone 😢❤❤ Lots of love to everyone who has lost someone
Drew Gamer
Drew Gamer 5 aylar önce
It's not embarrassing I feel you
Mimi 6 aylar önce
@Suki maybe she's economically supporting him, while he finds a job or studying or thinks about what to do with life. Idk my best guess
Suki 6 aylar önce
@Sir Deez the V how does it feel like you are taking advantage of your grandma?
Eric Bell
Eric Bell 6 aylar önce
@Sir Deez the V Yes, I feel the same way all the time. One of the worst feelings ever.
fn8 2 aylar önce
I cried after you had told a story about your grandma Instantly I started thinking about mine and yeah, waterfall began Please, dude, we love you, in any case, this wasn't embarrassing in any way, I would even say it was beautiful and touching. We love you so much and we would never make fun of something like that Ryan.
Lizard Wizard
Lizard Wizard Yıl önce
5:43 NOT embarrassing. This is a beautiful moment of sentiment and vulnerability. Thank you for keeping this in the video.
Toca Rica
Toca Rica 2 aylar önce
@moss whats your prob moss
Jemmy 3 aylar önce
Ur just paying him💀
Jemmy 3 aylar önce
@moss whats cringe is that you’re hating on Ryan by commenting, giving him views and just saying random shit
Aiden Gardiner
Aiden Gardiner Yıl önce
@moss TF?
Phantamanta 4 aylar önce
I remember visiting a sensory depravation chamber and staying the healthy legal time of 3 hours and I vividly remembered the pain I went through caused by my own parents, and the incompetency of their choices. If your life is 80% suffering, that place isn't a great place to be, your mind will make you remember things you would have forgotten, or forced to forget to keep your sanity.
Ana Zrna
Ana Zrna 6 aylar önce
It's not embarrassing at all. It is beautiful. And I applaud you for going through that. I. Could. Never. But I do know a few things about hightened emotions in isolated situations and I know how strong and powerful they are. You just showed us your wonderful, kind soul, don't sweat the crying at all. Like I said, it was a beautiful and a poignant moment each of us can relate to. Bravo, Ryan. Chapeau. And a new sub. :)
Miri am
Miri am 3 aylar önce
There's no shame in crying over a loss. Believe me, I speak from experience.
Maddox Wolff
Maddox Wolff Aylar önce
@mike kup you aren’t tough nobody is and ur not nobody
mike kup
mike kup 2 aylar önce
you said it i am tuff as nails but cry over loss
BlitzXD 5 aylar önce
Dude honestly we know how you felt when that embarrassing moment happened. It’s sad to see something you love go away so fast
NoahKraken 3 aylar önce
No worries, that was not embarrassing. In fact, good job letting your emotions out :)
yeatsu Yıl önce
Ryan can literally make floating in a pool entertaining lol. He has some of the best storytelling on the platform.
Patrick Bordei
Patrick Bordei Aylar önce
swanito swanito
swanito swanito 3 aylar önce
and bill wurtz can make crap content viral
yeatsu 5 aylar önce
@Deleted Channel meow
Deleted Channel
Deleted Channel 5 aylar önce
@yeatsu no u didnt
No name
No name Aylar önce
That grandma part hit me so hard. My grandma was my second mum, even more than my mum was when I was young she did everything for me and I loved her to bits, she died at 55 of cancer and to this day I can't even speak about her or think about her properly without just crying its literally uncontrollable. I know exactly how you feel there man it's not embarrassing it shows how kuch you loved her.
Nadeem Sheikh
Nadeem Sheikh 3 aylar önce
There is nothing wrong about crying over a loss ♡ my mom died when I was 3 so its been hard without her.. I'm crying writing this
SnowWaffles05 11 gün önce
This was… beautiful. I’m so amazed that you allowed yourself to show us the rawest form that could possibly have been.
SpookySneeze 4 aylar önce
Thank you for being vulnerable with us ❤
unknown 2 aylar önce
no need to feel ashamed ryan, that story you had about your grandma is similar to one of mine just know we will never make fun of you, we love you and will always be here for you.
Music4Life1821 Yıl önce
I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.
Kingdom of Sicily
Kingdom of Sicily 6 aylar önce
I'm lucky enough to still have my great grandmother, but lost a cousin, a grandpa an uncle
Complex Penguin
Complex Penguin 6 aylar önce
Wow just wow 😀
I am in your walls
I am in your walls 7 aylar önce
@MDT6079 why do u have to spoil it for me
Læon¡! (-'''-;  )
Læon¡! (-'''-; ) 11 aylar önce
@K E A G A N 💋🤍 my great grandpa died too..........and im sorry for your lost...
ItzBeta ☻
ItzBeta ☻ 11 aylar önce
My grandpa died when I was at my friends house 2 years ago . Every time I hear even his name a burst into tears don’t worry. When I went home a bust into tears R.I.P your grandma and everybody loved ones who passed away
DerTyp 4 aylar önce
Ryan, please don't say it's embarrassing to cry, because there is nothing to be ashamed of. Yes its maybe uncomfortable (probably what you meant), but to be able to cry is something wonderful and we should appreciate it. Thank you for showing this
Task Froce 80th
Task Froce 80th 6 aylar önce
I had to travel to study alone for a year and my mom was the one that wave me goodbye whilst I walked into the security checkpoint. On that day I have never been more in tears as I had in 18 years of my entire life, I couldn't imagine the amount of emotion someone have to been going though when they lost a love one
Shawn Oliver
Shawn Oliver 13 gün önce
I cry about my dad sometimes, not because he's dead but he's getting older which saddens me a lot. So there's nothing wrong or embarrassing about crying about your loss or what's worrying you.
GustoGuitars 4 aylar önce
Don’t feel embarrassed, I have nightmares about my Aunt from when she passed away. I do know what you’re going through. You shouldn’t be embarrassed about crying because of loss, you should let it be the step you take back in order to propel yourself forward.
Hailey Fernandes Micháel
9 months later, this video comes up to everyones' feed! Thank you for this video, may god bless you for all the unspoken pain we all go through individually ❤
Editorrr Yıl önce
“Don’t judge me for this” Ryan I used to do the same thing, it’s hard thinking about someone you love completely gone. We’re here for you!
Editorrr Yıl önce
@Cooper Williams sorry
Cooper Williams
Cooper Williams Yıl önce
your making me think of my loss, your making me cry
Harris Dafnis
Harris Dafnis Yıl önce
i was 2.8th like
PuiKwan Chan
PuiKwan Chan Yıl önce
Mind revert Ryan:Ah
Burnadene Basson
Burnadene Basson Yıl önce
elii 5 aylar önce
You should never be embarrassed about crying, especially over a loss.I could relate so much. Id feel these emotions just like i did when my grandmother was here, yet it still makes me tear up. Never be embarrassed or ashamed.
madisonschmidt5110 6 aylar önce
It was honestly pretty sweet to see that vulnerable moment. Thank you for sharing.
Potato King
Potato King 3 aylar önce
My mother passed away when I was 3. I get you man.
Emily Ghighi
Emily Ghighi 2 aylar önce
Rest in piece to ur Mother man that's ruff
Chimik VR
Chimik VR 3 aylar önce
I don’t know why but that looks relaxing to be honest. Like it’s pure quiet you can finally rest in peace (NOT LIKE DYING)
CSwit Aylar önce
Always happens in life. Don't let it get to you❤💖. There is always a reason why your Grandma raised you🙌💫. We are all here for you Ryan🌅. What a true man💖💪
Ejouma And Friends Official
Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.
OfficiallyTrust Issues
OfficiallyTrust Issues 11 aylar önce
@Username™ no, we're pointing an existing issue and we're not pretending that it doesn't exist by actually mentioning it. Us as women say "Yes, this shit shouldn't be normalized and as women, we shouldnt have to accept this". We're pointing out an issue here so I dont see what you're upset about.
Tyron Harris
Tyron Harris 11 aylar önce
@Username™ knew there was gonna be a comment like this that completely missed the point
Pinkest Penguin
Pinkest Penguin 11 aylar önce
@Username™ he was just stating the fact, that most dudes don’t feel like they have the right to express their feelings, don’t make it a bad thing please
Krazy_Pigz 11 aylar önce
@Username™ i knew someone would comment this
Isaac&Pianos 11 aylar önce
@Username™ he just adressed the fact that we have a rooted prejudice that tells us that men shouldn't express everything we feel, because he thought that was the reason that the youtuber said it was embarassing He is just comforting him, not perpetuating an issue
Retro Unlimited
Retro Unlimited 7 aylar önce
I lost my grandma 2 years ago unexpectedly in a car accident. She played a big role in my life and also helped raise me along with me grandpa. I still cry occasionally till this day and even now this made me tear up. This is normal, not embarrassing ❤️.
Sultan 4 aylar önce
The dedication he puts into his videos is insane
Furry Hunters
Furry Hunters 3 gün önce
there's nothing to be embarrassed of everybody loves you very much and would never make fun of you ❤
Richard Christensen
Richard Christensen 7 gün önce
You shouldn't be embarrassed about losing someone. I lost my grandpa when I was 7. I still stay awake long nights crying about them, it is unescapable pain.
Fawzi♡ 2 aylar önce
I’ve always wanted to do one of these, and this video makes me want to do it even more! 💜💜💜 Love all of your videos Ryan :)) keep making them!
Nightlypiano41 Yıl önce
Dude, don't be embarrased. That was perfectly normal and incredibly heartwarming. If i'll be honest i'm tearing up myself, heheh.
Nightlypiano41 Yıl önce
@Studdie it was-
Studdie Yıl önce
@Nightlypiano41 it because ur pfp bro
Quinn Johnson
Quinn Johnson Yıl önce
PFP gave me nostalgia!
ShellsBoi Yıl önce
we have the same pfp lol
Nightlypiano41 Yıl önce
@Caleb Waszaj ✔ 1k LIKES HOLY-
St0ck1nqs 5 aylar önce
as much as sensory deprivation sounds scary, honestly i find it relaxing too, you're all alone with nothing touching you, nothing holding you down, it's just only you and your thoughts, it's like leaving the world for a bit before you return back to reality, sound alike a surreal experience
Waqas Hussain
Waqas Hussain Aylar önce
no need to be embarrassed for crying over a loss, both of my grandpas passed away and I cry all the time about it, we all know what it feels like
roblox baguette
roblox baguette 4 aylar önce
Mate that’s not embarrassing…………I know what it feels like to lose someone and I lossed my grandma in the same way……but I bet she died very peacefully and is with may other loved ones in heaven❤and for those who have also lost someone…it’s ok people are here for you and any one you have lost is always watching over you,god bless you all❤
b_ucket 6 aylar önce
Thank you Chris. I really appreciate it and that was exactly what I was trying to do. No fuss and helping people get on with what they need
Zeta Corporation
Zeta Corporation 3 aylar önce
The only question i have, doesnt salt effect your skin when you make contact with it for too long. Its just like a solid form of not strong acid.
J Yıl önce
I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!
Jemmy 3 aylar önce
@Jeremiah Furtick bro thinks he’s funny🤓
Shmrnt •
Shmrnt • 11 aylar önce
bro wth
Fire Fox
Fire Fox 11 aylar önce
@x more than that
Jeremiah Furtick
Jeremiah Furtick 11 aylar önce
J Yıl önce
@x Hey thanks man!
Gletcher100 4 aylar önce
There is nothing to be ashamed of. I lost my grandmother last year and I remember when I was a child she would always call me by my last name because we had the same one and when she saw I didn’t feel happy she would always bring me joy OMG this comment was so hard to write I started feeling sad mid way 🥲😬
Eva Léger
Eva Léger 4 aylar önce
Crying over a loss... I know how it feels... my dad died IN FRONT OF ME, WHEN I WAS 3-4. I feel you Ryan. I feel you.
Sophia Garcia
Sophia Garcia 4 aylar önce
It’s not embarrassing to be sad i lost my great grandma ryan she is always with you remember you never alone im sorry for you ❤
lem0n_eyes 7 aylar önce
No need to feel embarrassed, tears are normal especially if you lost someone . It’s hard to go through losing someone I’ve been there multiple times and I’ve learned it’s ok to feel sad, it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to feel some sort of grief so don’t be embarrassed, you should be proud that you can get it out in a healthy way!
Brie 🇺🇦
Brie 🇺🇦 2 aylar önce
I miss grandparents more than anything. I only have my mom’s mother left. I went from having four grandparents to one. And one day..none. If we didn’t feel emotion, we wouldn’t love them. The emotion is literally a direct result of our love for them.
Bilal Fadili
Bilal Fadili 11 aylar önce
I love how ryan managed to made us feel like we're watching a documentary but in youtube style !
cabban Aylar önce
it’s a flying duc!!!!!!
Shaila Phelps
Shaila Phelps 6 aylar önce
lmao fr
Arcade green
Arcade green 8 aylar önce
lol ye
Arcade green
Arcade green 8 aylar önce
yeah ik
Arcade green
Arcade green 8 aylar önce
Jamie Smith
Jamie Smith 5 aylar önce
That wasn’t embarrassing at all, I shed a little tear too. I felt the same way with my grandma ❤
Tayla Edwards
Tayla Edwards 5 aylar önce
5:50 Ryan you should not feel embarrassed about this at all, i can heavily relate to missing both my grandma and my nana, that's not embarrassing, that's emotion
Matthew Booth
Matthew Booth Aylar önce
I could NOT do this . Hats off to you......also nothing wrong crying for a loved ones memory , never be embarrassed for that .
mistirion 4 aylar önce
Honestly I think I would really like to try this out. I seek places of total silence and they're pretty hard to find in todays world. Really amazing to see that a level 3 version of a "silent" room exists
Mya Welch
Mya Welch 13 gün önce
It's not embarrassing to have human feelings Ryan. We all have our moments, and that's fine
Ignitice Yıl önce
This is quality content. Even if he is trying to joke around or anything, he is making us laugh even when he is scared. This man deserves an award.
Nina Yıl önce
an award for "i'll do anything for views". the minute he was out he mindlessly scrolled on his phone. he didn't care or see the value in his own experiment
mari Yıl önce
@RoxenSoul yep! Extra chocolate chips
Will Evans
Will Evans Yıl önce
@RoxenSoul Jesus loves you all
Will Evans
Will Evans Yıl önce
Jesus loves you all
Timeless Stone
Timeless Stone Yıl önce
did i ask?
🦋JustMaddie🐬 4 aylar önce
wow Ryan nice job!! And when he started cryin oh lord I started crying with him and it’s not embarrassing it shows that you also have emotion and that your a regular human-cause all humans cry and that is ok ofc😊
🌹Faith🌹 4 aylar önce
That's not embarrassing to cry, we've all felt sad when losing someone. It's completely normal :) ❤
narutosbelievin 6 gün önce
Could you do a video describing more of what it was like to go through this in more detail please? Thank you!
Magna Essence
Magna Essence 4 aylar önce
I feel like i go through this all the time, i have always had sleep problems if i am not DEAD tired, and so i lay there in the dark for hours and hours, with my thoughts keeping me company, with minutes turning into hours, not dreaming, but within my own void of the mind. Being and only child too, i had spent years and years (before i was really into technology) writing in my little quote book, and at all times, being alone and always thinking about my own existence and all the existential stuff. I feel like i would do really well in one of those chambers for a long period of time, it would be like being in the middle stage between dreaming and being awake, where things shrink and expand, ever feeling endless and vast, losing all sense of self and body...-i guess i have grown to like that feeling, but i can see how many would not fare well in such an environment for a long time, but time does not exist, you just have no obligations there.
shu n' corry
shu n' corry 3 aylar önce
Lost mine a month ago. It’s alright man, we’re here for you.
OneBiasedOpinion 11 aylar önce
Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.
Melissa Sabine
Melissa Sabine 4 aylar önce
@Enchiladas my ears always ring but I'm just used to it at this point. Unless it gets louder I forget about it until I focus on it
𝙉𝙧𝙙 9 aylar önce
@Boosted idc
Boosted 9 aylar önce
@𝙉𝙧𝙙 cringe
Khalida AISSANI 10 aylar önce
Same, this should be used as a sleeping pod lol
Jeep Acreano
Jeep Acreano 4 aylar önce
Sometimes I see myself crying out my problems, I suddenly feel all the emotions and the pain of somethings that happened recently and I can't help but break down and allow myself to let it all out, there's nothing to be ashamed of for doing that man, we should actually be thankful that we even have those joyful memories
Donna Skaggs
Donna Skaggs 4 aylar önce
I give you a lot of credit. I couldn’t go through that. Be proud of yourself. You were awesome!
Sam_kaur 2 aylar önce
Don't be embarrassed about losing your grandma I lost my grandpa years ago but by still cry sometimes and I also get sad of the fact that my grandma is in the hospital 😢
Shortened Yugioh
Shortened Yugioh 6 aylar önce
I pray for everyone who reads this that whatever they are going through gets better, whatever they are suffering with or worrying about will be okay, and that everyone has a wonderful day.❤
Shreyansh 3 aylar önce
you are making life changing content my brother, No need to get embarrassed all the love from india ❤️
arjjive Yıl önce
you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her
@Kenmei his grandma is.. no more..
enjei 🍜
enjei 🍜 Yıl önce
@wans monster how should i feel 😞😮‍💨😩
Κаrmа Yıl önce
Well I wanna be a cookie
Agent Swan
Agent Swan Yıl önce
SunnYシ 6 aylar önce
You don’t have to be embarrassed! We all go through something hard..but anyway that was the best presentation I’ve ever seen
Karl Gilbert
Karl Gilbert 4 aylar önce
Nothing to be embarrassed about remembering your grandparents. I'm in the process of losing all four of mine at once and I'm embarrassed at how little I remember them.
Narble 3 aylar önce
Don’t worry Ryan. Crying about loss is natural, because you still have all that love to give and nowhere to give it to.
WolfPack 4 aylar önce
That wasn't embarrassing fam , that was the amazing memories coming to surface and that is both sad and beautiful and i felt that fam
SavageAreLOL 4 aylar önce
I've had a member who passed too. A grandma. I lover her with all my heart. After she passed, I couldn't believe it. It struck me to where the point I couldn't hold my tears in. I cried at her funeral, I felt embarrassed, but people told me, "it's okay to cry and express your feelings and tears. It's not embarrassing, it's letting those emotions out. It's okay to cry. It's not embarrassing. We all thought when something happened to our members or whoever, we thought it was embarrassing,, but, crying and thinking is embarrassing, is okay. Crying isn't an embarrassing thing to do".
Luna - San
Luna - San Yıl önce
When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit. Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...
backstageBeats 11 aylar önce
Same bro I already lost another one of my grandma's a couple years ago and then mom left my dad in the same year
PlecoWitP 11 aylar önce
I almost also cried lol
Pokaay 11 aylar önce
Hearing about people who were close with their grandparents in childhood makes me wish I knew mine when I was younger.. but they (from both sides of the family) lived in a different country and the only times I saw them was when I visited each country once when I was way younger, I barely remember them.. It’s weird not being able to relate to an experience that sounds as common as being close with your grandparents. Sometimes I wonder what that relationship with them would’ve been like.
IVYkevlar 11 aylar önce
Same boat
Lord JJ
Lord JJ 11 aylar önce
@Alexander Brazill its ok its my fault
Edward Chen
Edward Chen 5 aylar önce
I've actually experienced this just by using earplugs when i was studying. it hits different when the entire world goes completely silent, and all you hear is the low buzz in your own body.
spiderbro99 5 aylar önce
ya losing a person you love and crying about is nothing to be ashamed of it happens but sometimes you just have to be strong and hold on tight to those memories and remember that there always gonna be with you
Alina Coyle
Alina Coyle 2 aylar önce
I get it Ryan, I lost my grandma and she was my second mom. She raised me and my brothers with my mom. She was my best friend and there isn't a day where I don't think about her. Its ok to cry, sometimes it's good to let it all out.
Robin Buckley
Robin Buckley 5 aylar önce
There is nothing wrong with crying. I lost my grand father not that long ago and always thinking about it makes me sad. I know how you feel.😢
Kowalski Wolf
Kowalski Wolf 4 aylar önce
5:52 That isn't embarrassing. I share your pain because I lost my grandmother this spring, and any memory that reminds me of her I struggle because my grandmother was like a mother to me.
FSHS Yıl önce
Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !
RandomJellyStuff 11 aylar önce
Ey me too!
Kris Kelly
Kris Kelly Yıl önce
I agree with the op. Beautiful.
Comit Yıl önce
ShortSkinCat Yıl önce
26 Mic what's going on inside your head, what made you think "yes today I am going to post this"
everything by kai
Ayo got a poet in this comment section
Karoline Demon
Karoline Demon 4 aylar önce
I feel like sometimes it can be a good thing when you are sensory overloaded, can be a good reset or to get your mind together and fight some of your fears. Tho probably i wouldn’t want 3 hours at first time… for me both getting sensory overload and deprivation is bad but i think when it’s controlled this can be a good escape or even face up with yourself
WalmartBag 7 aylar önce
Ryan, just know that when you talked about how you took naps with ur grandma and started to cry, I no cap cried too lol. I legit cried too bc I thought about how my grandma is not here anymore and how much I did stuff with here when she was here and how much I missed her to. Ryan, your not alone. I cried when you cried. And that’s okay. That means your really a great Person and yea. But just know that everyone is different and even if you did cry and I didn’t, I’d still not be like, “ryan is such a baby”. I wouldn’t do that. I’d respect you and stay subbed to you even though you did that. So great job Ryan and congrats on surviving lol.
Kyle Johnston
Kyle Johnston 3 aylar önce
Ryan i have felt that way there's no way to be embarrassed when my dog passed i cried a lot to see him for the last time after maybe for a month later i saw his photo i cried like a rain cloud respect ryan and i agree with Digispark shout out for his respect
LDDR 5 aylar önce
It’s not embarrassing, it shows that you are human and you have powerful emotions.
Aerin K
Aerin K Aylar önce
I'm a HSP (For those who aren't familiar, overly sensitive to all kinds of stimuli. A bit like living with no filter on your surroundings etc) I can't decide whether I really want to try this someday or if it would scare me to death.
Kat and Rob
Kat and Rob Yıl önce
I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts
Protogen 11 aylar önce
I wish i could do that too
The Peeps
The Peeps Yıl önce
@SalernoXy :/
SalernoXy Yıl önce
@The Peeps derealisation
CoolCloroxMan Yıl önce
@AgilePhoenix Ketamine
kardboardking Yıl önce
@BlendedMilk it's more *technically* inside your thoughts. Not exactly the same thing, both sound good however.
Darkharp 6 aylar önce
Ryan. Its not embarrassing we are here all of us have had a loss your not alone when i remember all my memories with my brother its just happy and sad and makes me feel wrong for not having him here sometimes i get mad and say that i hate cars because i lost him in a car accident. Just know we are here for you we know how you feel
LuvAlexa 5 aylar önce
It’s okay Ryan! We’re here for you!
Ryan Dowson
Ryan Dowson 4 aylar önce
Props to you man. I can barely sit an read a book with my fan on for 15 minutes. Idk how you did 3 HOURS itch no light sound or gravity. I’m still in aww
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